I'm sad, and ok and ready to try again.

I will never again take for granted those two little pink lines. It is heart breaking when they aren't there anymore. I haven't really been able to say much about if for the last two weeks. And I don't really want to say much more on the subject. Other than, as awful as it sounds, there was a reason I didn't really feel connected to this pregnancy. It has helped me move on. Something was wrong on the genetic level that woudl have made life an impossibility. But we will have another baby. Just not right now.